what sticks
ben goertzel
I walk through a rocky field
my feet hurt
what sticks
is the beauty of the grey clouds
the green of the bushes and trees
I think about a hundred things
what clothes to wear
my upset stomach
the book on DB2 databases i'm
supposed to be reading instead
of writing these whacky songs
What sticks
is the minute when i was
doubting whether i might
exist at all
My kids squabble and yowl
about who gets what color pencil
what sticks
is the fun creative love
in the pictures they make for me
their scribbles depictions and dreams
My wife and I negotiate
childcare, walk down streets
in our own thoughts, get the car repaired,
take vacations, read the
newspaper
What sticks
nights of mutually greedy passion
other nights when she screams at me
drives away in the car going
nowhere
What sticks
is the joy
What sticks
is the torture
What sticks
is the passion
What sticks
is the wonder
What sticks
is what, I wonder?
What sticks
is the drama
What sticks
are the dreamships
What sticks
is the softouch
What sticks
is the sweet taste
and the bitter
the unclean untrimmed toes of weird scenes
Right now! -- the moment I'm writing these words down
in my tattered black notebook, in the early morning
in Cuzco --
this moment will stick, I think --