fuck you again and again
ben goertzel
what you said meant nothing
to you but far too
much to me
your casual disdain removes my
skin
No longer am I human,
I'm an open wound,
white, parabolic, infected with
years of same and worse,
every quantum of sensation magnified ornately
into new species of SHIT
My vocal chords are inadequate to manufacture
the appropriate kind of scream
FUCK YOU doesn't even begin to capture it
There's nothing to do with this kind of feeling but
put your teeth around its balls and
CRUNCH