I classify pretty much every piece of fiction or poetry I wrote before Echoes of the Great Farewell as
"juvenilia." Not that it all totally sucks -- there are some
great bits and pieces -- but the style overall was never really what I
wanted.
The thousands of pages of whacky fiction and poetry I
wrote in the late 80's and early 90's, I now view as "practice at the
art of writing." I didn't try to publish the stuff (except via
posting it my website) because I generally wasn't very happy with
it.
True, in my mid-30's I was a pretty old juvenile, but
I suppose the fact that I matured as a scientist earlier than as a
writer can be attributed to the fact that the former was my profession
and the latter "just a hobby." I always loved surrealist fiction
and poetry writing but never spent as much time on it as on
science. So it's not surprising my fiction/poetry took longer to
get honed.
Some of my
writings from that period can be found here,
in rather disorganized form. Muck around if you wish! There
are a few jewels amongst the silliness, awkwardness and chaos.
For instance, this quasi-random excerpt from my old unfinished
rough-draft novel Wargasm, though badly formatted and
organized, contains some pretty nifty psychotropic quasi-poems from my
early and late twenties. I would love to find the time one day to
filter through this stuff, and extract and clean up the good parts and
make a real work of art out if it.... But that seems unlikely to
happen, as writing new stuff is much more fun.
Also, in 2000 or so I wrote a quasi-theological prose-poem called
The Journey of the Void , which isn't quite either fiction or
nonfiction....
In 2002 I wrote a short piece -- a futurist/surrealist dream-sequence
called McBuddha Awakens -- which many have found
amusing. It got incorporated into Echoes eventually. This sort
of stuff passes through my head all day, in
those not-that-common moments when I'm not working, thinking about some
hard
problem or talking to somebody.
FYI, my favorite poem ever is The Petrifying Petrified, by
Octavio Paz. The last & best verse of it is here.
And there were also some experiments with Web poetry -- such as The Truth
--